hi birthday,
this year you seem meaningless.
im sorry,sorry to many who i had given up or neglected.
im soo sorry to see them get hurt over me.
their care,love im scared to accept cause i dont think i am worth.
i wanted to change for them but i dont have the courage and strength to.
everytime they care for me i feel like crying.im sorry.its not that i dont love your is just that i dont want your to see me continue to wallow in this state.im now a good for nothing.i dont know how to face them anymore.im not worth not fit.im sorry a big big big sorry.i bought all these upon myself,all my fault.im sorry to see your sad over me.people like me shoudnt live.
they only want me to live like a normal decent good girl.but i fail them again and again.im sorry.