dear boyfriend,
i've been in your arms like a child for too long.
you kept urging me to grow up.stop relying on you.
saying one day if you are gone how can i manage.
i get angry.thinking you dont think we will last.
you said its not like this.
i dont understand it in the past.but now i kind of understand.
i will still love you no less
but i will learn to be independant too.
when you say i cant really rely on you,im relying on others more thats when i realise
im getting my stand.i starting to know what i want in my life.
for now i just want those cheap thrills but i believe after all these i will find my goal.
i used to be drifting but now i seem to see a blur vision.i want to make that blur vision clearer.
if you can uds me.im still relying on you and no one else.