ever experience forcing to make yourself sleep?cause stress and emotional baggage just keep bugging you.its a tremendous amount for me.im crashing.i wake up in the morning and wish that i was dead.why should i even wake up.
its been like this the past few days.no one to rely on no one to talk to.i tried to talk to someone but that person refuses to give me attention and when i bring up the matter that person will just flare up in the end i cant get anything.i can only keep it in me try to forget.but i cant i just cant.seriously i need help.if not i will be one of those patients in woodbridge serious.
that person dont bother and dont care.what can i do.im trying to stay fine but im going to break down.
i force myself to sleep everyday.once i slp i get all sorts of weird dreams.i wake up need someone to talk to.call heaven no one ans call hell no one ans.even if ans i get scolded and half hearted ans.get angry throw a fuss.all i get is"what you want what you want me to do?tell ma lah"that person fucking flares up at me.or ask me call a counsellor.wtf.i need that ass to care for me be by my side.yet he ask me to call counsellor seek help from others.i told him but he still dun care dun bother.all he care for is HIMSELF only.his things people should care for him stay by his side
other ppl thing non of his business good!